the tape that repeats
She says when I’m honest, I’m not “respecting emotional boundaries.” She says when I put up a front, I’m “acting.” Gah! Maybe I’m just being too honest or trying too hard to be something I’m not. Maybe I’ll just run away.
But both running away and walking the tight rope are tiring. What if I just sit on the tightrope? How the hell did I get up here? Now that I’m up here does it matter how I got here?